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dostoevsky was right by Sentimental Being

Posted April 21, 2026

https://yearlyblues.substack.com/p/dostoevsky-was-right

- enjoyed the longing for connnection but lost me when it came to the ex-boyfriend

Decolonize Your Lust by Abasi-Maenyin

Posted April 21, 2026

https://abasimaenyin.substack.com/p/decolonize-your-lust

- on the insesent creep of colonialization and neo-colonalism into lingustics and culture

- intersections of racism, classism, etc.

men's unprocessed anger is killing us all by Pax

Posted April 21, 2026

https://ritualhuman.substack.com/p/mens-unprocessed-anger-is-killing

- on the intended and unintended emotional and spirtual labour men put onto others

- humanity over masculinity

Cannibalism as a Metaphor for Love by Dr. Rebecca Marks

Posted April 21, 2026

https://culturedump.substack.com/p/cannibalism-as-a-metaphor-for-love

- cannibalism in colonialism; in religion; as contemporary metaphor

They Convinced you to Love Yourself So you’d Forget to Respect Yourself by Zahra

Posted April 20, 2026

https://www.themazaj.org/p/they-convinced-you-to-love-yourself

- self-love as complacency and placating; self-respect as accountability; as actionability

how to fall in love by Dani Offline

Posted April 20, 2026

https://danioffline.substack.com/p/how-to-fall-in-love

- fall in love with the world and living

Horror and Its Affects by Hick, Darren Hudson

Posted April 17, 2026

Hick, D. H. (2022). Horror and Its Affects. The Journal of Aesthetics and Art Criticism, 80(2), 140–150. https://doi.org/10.1093/jaac/kpab077

- on what is horror and what does it do / evoke

- different definitions, approaches, genres, and techniques of horror

Horror Video Games and the “Active-Passive” Debate by Christopher, David and Leuszler, Aidan

Posted April 17, 2026

Christopher, D., & Leuszler, A. (2023). Horror Video Games and the “Active-Passive” Debate. Games and Culture, 18(2), 209–228. https://doi.org/10.1177/15554120221088115

- active versus passive debate on horror; through videogames and cinema

- interactivity, player input, empathy, breaking of genre or fourth wall, etc.

- consumption versus participation versus spectatorship etc

Awe or horror - differentiating two emotional responses to schema incongruence by Taylor, Pamela Marie, and Uchida, Yuki

Posted April 10, 2026

Taylor, P. M., & Uchida, Y. (2019). Awe or horror: differentiating two emotional responses to schema incongruence. Cognition and Emotion, 33(8), 1548–1561. https://doi.org/10.1080/02699931.2019.1578194

- on how awe and horror are similar yet distinct emotions caused by disrupting the norm and/or world view

The Biological Horror of Capitalism by Balfe, Myles

Posted April 10, 2026

Balfe, M. (2025). The Biological Horror of Capitalism. Journal of Historical Sociology, 38(2), 123–129. https://doi.org/10.1111/johs.12494

- capital as monstrous

- how capitalism kills you mentally and physically

you're too nice to be any good. by Ayan Artan

Posted April 4, 2026

https://rentfreewithayan.substack.com/p/youre-too-nice-to-be-any-good

- on woman and womanhood being polite, nice, digestible, second, etc.

- woman-ness as juxtaposed to artistry

- really enjoyed the writing of this one!

The Seduction of Suffering by Tamara

Posted April 4, 2026

https://museguided.substack.com/p/the-seduction-of-suffering

- the false idea that suffering and/or pain is deeper or more legitimate than joy

- pain as a comfort; an excuse not to change; as stagnation

So many Anne Franks with no diaries by Thee Book Club

Posted April 4, 2026

https://theebookclubx.substack.com/p/so-many-anne-franks-with-no-diaries

- on the reducing of human beings to statistics

Third Space - You cant handle a third space by Anna Pompilio

Posted April 4, 2026

https://midwesthetic.substack.com/p/third-space-you-cant-handle-a-third

- good critique of contemporary culture and buzzwords regarding community and lack thereof

Horror Manga - Themes and Stylistics of Japanese Horror Comics by La Marca, Paolo

Posted April 4, 2026

La Marca, P. (2023). Horror Manga: Themes and Stylistics of Japanese Horror Comics. _Humanities (Basel)_, _13_(1), 8. https://doi.org/10.3390/h13010008

- interesting yet brief recap of the evolution of horror comics/manga

Final Fatal Girls - Horror and the Legal Subject by Crofts, Penny and van Rijswijk, Honni

Posted Mar 28, 2026

Crofts, P., & van Rijswijk, H. (2024). Final Fatal Girls - Horror and the Legal Subject. _The Australian Feminist Law Journal_, _50_(1), 113–129. https://doi.org/10.1080/13200968.2024.233354

- critquing and analysing final girls / final girl theory

- on gender, sexuality, sex, and race

- great critques on horror media (movies mainly)

Humanizing Horror - Rereading Monstrosity in Popular Literature by JONES KARIS, CORBITT ALEX, STORM SCOTT

Posted Mar 28, 2026

JONES, K., CORBITT, A., & STORM, S. (2022). Humanizing Horror: Rereading Monstrosity in Popular Literature. _English Journal_, _112_(2), 85–92. https://doi.org/10.58680/ej202232173

- restorying and finding the human in 'monsters'

- who is considered monstrous, and how can we change that

38 ways to create more than you consume, while you consume by Tuğba Avci

Posted Mar 23, 2026

https://tugbaavci.substack.com/p/38-ways-to-create-more-than-you-consume

- good ideas, going to try some!

everything is a win when the goal is to experience by sentimental being

Posted Mar 23, 2026

https://yearlyblues.substack.com/p/everything-is-a-win-when-the-goal

- good read about loving the mundane and appreciating your own existence

- no reward system/grading/competition/etc. - just existence

Rest is not resistance - Commodification, Capitalism, and the Cult of Self-Care by Jenn M. Jackson, PhD

Posted Mar 23, 2026

https://jennmjacksonphd.substack.com/p/rest-resistance-and-the-commodification

- Wellness / Self-care industry as captialist and consumerism

- rest is different for different people - it is not universal / does not exist in a vacuum

Chattel Slavery’s Impact on the Orgasm Gap by Bevin

Posted Mar 23, 2026

https://ohbevin.substack.com/p/chattel-slaverys-impact-on-the-orgasm

- erocticsm and sexuality etc. do not exist in a vacuum

- sexual abuse is inherent to slavery; literal objectification of Black women; rape as economy

- caricature's of Black women and its contradictions and harms

- autonomy, subjection, and economics

- heteronormativity as colonialism

- sexual policing; respectability politics, etc.

- great read and looking forward to next parts

nothing will change your life more than saying what you actually want to say by AVA

Posted Mar 23, 2026

https://www.avabear.xyz/p/nothing-will-change-your-life-more

- on being percieved; being loved; being yourself

- being too much and not enough and still going anyway

The Anti-Cosmetic Surgery Essay Every Woman Should Read by father_karine

Posted Mar 23, 2026

https://fatherkarine.substack.com/p/the-anti-cosmetic-surgery-essay-every

- enjoyed the critical take on cosmetic surgeries and choice feminism, but it seemed to lose the plot and intent towards the end

- feminism being dialed down to be "nice" and "digestible" etc.

- did not agree with everything, but an all together decent read

Horror movies and the social unconscious by Førre, Øystein

Posted Mar 14, 2026

Førre, Ø. (2024). Horror movies and the social unconscious. Group Analysis, 57(3), 404–419. https://doi.org/10.1177/05333164231167546

- social unconcious theory, person 5 esq

- dreams as social unconcious/movies, movies as social unconcious/repression/trauma

- didn't vibe with this one

Welcome to the horror show. Settler colonialism, gender and the horror film by Hall, Laura

Posted Mar 14, 2026

Hall, L. (2023). Welcome to the horror show. Settler colonialism, gender and the horror film. The Canadian Review of Sociology, 60(2), 313. https://doi.org/10.1111/cars12433

- very potent commetary on settler colonialism and racism within horror movies

- from the victims/survivours standpoint and from the killers

- the ways in which killing is never 'random'

The Performance of International Women's Day by By Ańjọláolúwa

Posted Mar 13, 2026

https://byanjolaoluwa.substack.com/p/the-performance-of-international

- on the performance, commodification, and co-opting of IWD

- from action/protest to marketing

What Would A Woman Do To An Unconscious Man If She Thought No-One Would Find Out by Anna Wharton

Posted Mar 13, 2026

https://annawharton.substack.com/p/what-would-a-woman-do-to-an-unconscious

- on rape and rape culture

Money Can’t Buy This by Tamara

Posted Mar 13, 2026

https://museguided.substack.com/p/money-cant-buy-this

- class poltics, money can't buy happiness etc but it can buy convience

Ghassan Kanafani and the Co-Optation of Radical Thought by Insurgent Thoughts

Posted Mar 13, 2026

https://www.insurgentthoughts.com/p/ghassan-kanafani-and-the-co-optation

- commodification of political activism/language of revolution

- preformativity, meaningless discourse/no action behind words

- contradictions of 'revolutionary' academia

Trauma and Horror by Hurley, Kelly

Posted Mar 10, 2026

Hurley, K. (2021). Trauma and Horror. English Language Notes, 59(2), 1–8. https://doi.org/10.1215/00138282-9277216

- art as a mode of dealing with trauma?

- trauma as spectacle

Powers of (Body) Horror - Titane and the Queer Posthuman Abject by Choi, Jiwoo

Posted Mar 10, 2026

Choi, J. (2024). Powers of (Body) Horror: Titane and the Queer Posthuman Abject. Screen Bodies (Print), 9(1), 42–53. https://doi.org/10.3167/screen.2024.090105

- abjection versus objection

- body horror, transhumanism, queering the body

- the gaze / looking back

- really cool theories and interweoven with horror and queerness

The Paradox of Rape in Horror Movies by Schwarz, Lucia

Posted Mar 8, 2026

Schwarz, L. (2022). The Paradox of Rape in Horror Movies. The British Journal of Aesthetics, 62(4), 671–686. https://doi.org/10.1093/aesthj/ayac035

- interesting but also didn't really say anything/get any conculsion

- the repulsion / attraction dynamic ?

we actually do owe people an explanation by Natosha

Posted Mar 8, 2026

https://theenatoshaj.substack.com/p/we-actually-do-owe-people-an-explanation

- say it louder!!!

see the good in everything, and the good will look for you too by Teodoraa

Posted Mar 8, 2026

https://teoocriss.substack.com/p/see-the-good-in-everything-and-the

- cute and similar to my own healing process

Digital Girls & the Taxidermy of the Female Image by Cricket Guest

Posted Mar 8, 2026

https://finalgirldigital.substack.com/p/digital-girls-and-the-taxidermy-of

- on the feminine, AI, and the dessicration of the self

- well done!!!

I don't dream of marriage or motherhood by Simi

Posted Mar 8, 2026

https://simimuhumuza.substack.com/p/i-dont-dream-of-marriage-or-motherhood

- rejecting autonormativity and more!

Monstrous things - horror, othering, and the Anthropocene by Godin, Geneviève

Posted Mar 6, 2026

Godin, G. (2022). Monstrous things: horror, othering, and the Anthropocene. Post-Medieval Archaeology, 56(2), 116–126. https://doi.org/10.1080/00794236.2022.2120709

- really well written with fascinating aspects of the Other and relationality, etc.

- I really enjoyed the integration of queer theory and failures

- the monstrous/the Other as the protag in my game

- ugh so so good!!

A time for monsters - ghost projects, Gothic Marxism, and the transgressive horror of infrastructure futures by Aalders, Theo ; Kimari, Wangui

Posted Mar 6, 2026

Aalders, T., & Kimari, W. (2026). A time for monsters: ghost projects, Gothic Marxism, and the transgressive horror of infrastructure futures. _Third World Quarterly_, _47_(1), 8–24. https://doi.org/10.1080/01436597.2025.2497866

- on hauntology and monsters of the past/future

- infrastructures and systems of colonialization and of failure to do so

- extremely interesting and well-written

- i wonder how i can apply this physical infrastructure critques to physcological ones?

Speculative F(r)ictions - A Youth Restorying Horror and Monstrosity by Alex Corbitt

Posted Mar 5, 2026

Corbitt, A. (2023). Speculative F(r)ictions: A Youth Restorying Horror and Monstrosity. Journal of Literacy Research, 55(4), 383–405. https://doi.org/10.1177/1086296X231215778

- loved the idea of restorying and reclaiming horror

- enjoyed the different methodologies and ways of knowing + inclusion of fanfiction

- i am excited to apply these to my own game!!

The final girls in contemporary Indonesian horror films - reclaiming women's power by Sutandio, Anton

Posted Mar 5, 2026

Sutandio, A. (2023). The final girls in contemporary Indonesian horror films: reclaiming women’s power. Cogent Arts & Humanities, 10(1). https://doi.org/10.1080/23311983.2023.2186593

- i really enjoyed the variety of horror films discussed as well as the praise and constructive criticism of each film

- i want to watch these movies now!

- interesting to see how there are still big bad female characters the female protagonists have to fight against, as opposed to the patriarchy itself...

I Hope I am Lucky Enough to Just be Your Friend for a While by Gabrielle

Posted Mar 3, 2026

https://gabieli.substack.com/p/i-hope-i-am-lucky-enough-to-just

- i really enjoyed this substack, however, it still centres romance

- this just in! alloromantics/allosexuals discover friendship exists! Not every person is a hole to fuck or object to get fucked by! /half-joking

- seriously, this is a well written post and contains a lot of reflections on the competition of romance but doesn't quite go far enough / deconstruct it entirely

my friends don’t know me by Courtney

Posted Mar 3, 2026

https://90smilk.substack.com/p/my-friends-dont-know-me

- this one felt relatable until the author realized they were only asking surface level questions

- I care about everyone so deeply that i do not know where to put all my love

- they know nothing of me, yet I know all of them. I wonder if i'm doing something wrong, if there is something fundamentally wrong with me

Complex Female Agency, the 'Final Girl' trope, and the Subversion and Reaffirmation of Patriarchy - The Cases of Western MENA Horror Films by Almwaka, Majdoulin

Posted Mar 3, 2026

Almwaka, M. (2022). Complex Female Agency, the “Final Girl” trope, and the Subversion and Reaffirmation of Patriarchy: The Cases of Western MENA Horror Films. Journal of International Women’s Studies, 24(3), 1–11.

- interesting feminist reading of 'Scream' and subversion of conservative horror tropes

- deconstructing other horror films as upholding patriarchy

- seemed to think western films as higher art for being feminist/subversive as opposed to MENA horror films

The Ludic Impact of Horror Games on the Body - Until Dawn, Amnesia The Dark Descent, and Alien Isolation by Victoria Hawco

Posted Mar 2, 2026

Hawco, V. (2023). The Ludic Impact of Horror Games on the Body: Until Dawn, Amnesia: The Dark Descent, and Alien: Isolation. _Hungarian Journal of English and American Studies_, _29_(2), 381–400. https://doi.org/10.30608/hjeas/2023/29/2/9

- physical sensation / connect to horror game / player character

- importance of atmosphere, visuals (or lack thereof), lighting, sound, etc.

- Affect theory

- interactivity of video games as a medium

Horror to humour - The affective transformation of the moment of death in Little Nightmares by Xin Pan

Posted Mar 2, 2026

Pan, X. (2026). Horror to humour: The affective transformation of the moment of death in Little Nightmares. Convergence (London, England), 32(1), 51–67. https://doi.org/10.1177/13548565251374171

- empathetic horror and how gameplay relates to feelings of horror + connectivity

- haptic feedback and use of controls

- microethology

Player Experience of Minimalist Video Game Design -Case Study of Indie Horror Iron Lung by M. Fouché

Posted Mar 2, 2026

Fouché, M. (2026). Player Experience of Minimalist Video Game Design: Case Study of Indie Horror Iron Lung. _Games and Culture_, _21_(1), 3–26. https://doi.org/10.1177/15554120241235437

- interesting with relation to my own project/thesis

- minimalism as a tool /guidance as opposed to limitation

- used for creating atmosphere and affect

- thematic storytelling!!